I have had a chip on my shoulder since I was very young , I didn’t understand why I was picked on. My father was a police officer, and very hard on us mentally . It seemed like every thing and every one was against me. My mother is a saint , she is the only reason I made it until I was old enough to understand ” there is a plan for my life” . So I’ve been down and I’ve been up now I hope to maintain an even keel. So maybe through it all God will give me words to help .